bye bye..........................

errrr..today should be a happy monday..but unfortunately..it doesn't a nice day for me...just get to used here but one of my best best best friend from here is going to leave this college..haiz..we r the gang..wihthout her...it wil become very sienz laaaa...anyway..just cried loudly and laughed 9696 wif her before she leave..but..really..it is sad!!
other than that..haiz..actually i am just pretending a laughing face..u dono..it seems like nothing to u..but for me..it is hurt.."seen 13.15","seen 13.29"..i still can rmb it..haiz..really dono how can u just left it like that..HURT!! i can understand u r worry about ur exam but i am also just asking about ur exam..and i try to gv u support..but it seems like no need!!it doesn't matter whether i support him or not!
well...relax man!!just study bah..never ever expect him will be nice anymore..

难关..

老实说..我真的再也不晓得该怎么处理这样的事..每一次事情的发生我都会告诉自己忍下来吧..可是你知道吗..当某件事情不断的重复..你就不懂要如何在一次一次的面对它..感觉就像..这次终于结束了但不知何时..它有会回来找你..
有时真的会累..我真的没有要求很多..为什么还是这样..我是女生..你懂吗..

"never let a girl sleep mad or sad" :(

现在的我只能不停的用读书来忘记这件事........希望最后可以安然的度过..

OUR 1ST TIME :)

hiak hiak hiak!!1st day of wearing the new uniform..1st day of exam...1st day wearing the sport shirt..1st day of go to the hospital ward visit and gain some information  u r really a nurse when u wearing the uniform..haha..hmm..tomorrow we will start to communicate wif the patient..a little bit scare scare lo..dono will get scold or not.. 

hope that i can remember all the procedure n do it well la..

but...one of my best best best friend will stop studying here after few days..haiz..damn sad!mayb that is good for her to stop this course lo..just bless her la..

hahahah..we r shiny!!!wow!!hahahah..

today is also our sport day..1st day wearing the XXXL sport shirt!damn big!!when i wearing it just look like wearing the sleeping suit.-.-

wahahahha..actually we r traffic light.. hahaha..

glad to be wif u two.. (feeling loved)

worry

feeling bad......................

内伤~

原来...都没有我想象中的简单..不是你单方面向要维持好这段感情就能维持得好..太天真了..
自以为你累了，以为你只想在这段感情中休息下而我就该让你休息，自己多努力点就可以了可是并不是这样..
或许是我的问题..我太粘人了吗？
有时我真的会觉得我真的没有过分要求你做什么..我只想有个安全感..就算只是普通的一句或是微笑的符号，我都会觉得很开心了..其实你现在这样是没问题的..只要你好好的跟我说句晚安+++++ 就已经够了..当然我不是很想那样可是如果你真的还不能改变你现在对我的态度..那没关系..我可以勉强接受只有一封很甜蜜的晚安..
其实有时真的会很心痛..当你看到一些比较敷衍的信息..真的会痛..
一直以来我也真的没要求过要你陪我去某个地方或是陪我看电影..不是我不想..只是我不敢..
双鱼座是个很会幻想的一个星座..当然她也会希望她的另一半会抽点时间陪她看电影，聊聊天..可是她遇到的却是个摩羯座大男人..鱼鱼想的事情都不可能发生..但我没觉得不好..我还是很爱他 ..就是爱他的大男人..
有时候会向roommate诉苦..但转过头来又很开心的跟她大吵大闹..可惜现在..这种状态维持了快两个星期...唉..其实我真的很想见你..可是看来你并没有想见我的念头..多余的时间也都是陪朋友..正确来说我这个女人..有没有存在其实没差..已经好久没有这种感觉..我以为这种感觉不会zai出现可是...最终它还是出现了..

college's life~

July~the 1st month i stepped into Lam Wah EE College and it's hostel..

hmmm..the 1st day..so worry that i can't understand wat r they talking about and i scare of the presentation..and my english..worst!!how can i do to import it and speak well?
the 1st impression of my roommate..haha..not so friendly..but the reality..she is very very 38 lang lai..so happy to have this kind of roommate..now...she seems to be my best friend..i will told her all my thing.. hmmm..including secret..xD we just know each other for 1 month but we look like bbf..really can't believe that we can share our things together..sometimes she really make me happy..glad to know u.. really...

august is coming..and exam is coming too..haizz... stress..all bio things..i hate bio but i have to study bio..omg!!!yyyy??stupid!!just hope that i can answer all the question..please..i know i can!!right?think positive and try the best..
actually this week..my mood..not really good..i dono y he will suddenly change..haiz.. everday im waiting his message but my phone haven't ring.. sad!!even goodnight also cincai..i dono y before this still very sweet then suddenly..really suddenly..totally change!!and until now..it's still happened..
i wish to meet him this  week but i think he doesn't feel like wan to meet me..haiz..sad!one week holiday also dunwan meet me.. friend is the most important actually..well!!i believe i still can bear it!gambateh!!!