Malacca trip

Finally..few years later..I'm coming back to my blog again!wahahaha!
It had been so long i didn't visit here.. 
okay! Let's record it down with my sweet sweet memories with him.
A so so so so so rare trip! Finally we managed to date like wat others couple do.
This trip brought me a lot of memories eventhought there were some arguement and a little unhappy things happened.But it doesn't effect us. We still went on with the plan smoothly..

1st day of the malacca~
we just went to eat eat eat around and night time we went to the famous jonker street and had take some photo there.i like the moments like this..walk around the river and take photo.It's sweet enough for me.
from my opinion,it's so hard to get my bf to take photo,everytime he will just dont feel like want to take photo :(
BUT that day is different!!his williness made me happy!! so there were some photo below at jonker street river.

2nd day!!A'FAMOSA!!

woohoo!most excited place to go!!It was so expensive!i mean the entrance ticket!

But it's worth!wonderful time spent with him inside there.. especially the safari~~
Awww.... we fed tiger!we fed tiger!!wahahahaha

had fun! 

 ohyeah!!!!his favourite food in malacca!!we went there for 2 times!hahahaha

hmmmm...so lazy to express already!hahaha.

anyway!conclusion!i hope we still have chance to go for a date like this again!!!ohyeah!

感觉~

最近心情突然又变得闷闷的..都不懂自己想怎样好~没有读书的日子变得好懒惰而且好空闲~每天睡觉做工睡觉做工~这几个星期在病房内看到各种各样的婆婆公公~有时会觉得我真的要很感恩我家人都健健康康在家里~也应该要好好珍惜现的生活..突然很感触~总觉得人无时无刻都在接近死亡~有时真的觉得我们这个职业蛮不错的，可以帮到人家也可以帮到自己..所以我一定要努力挨下去..
至于另一方呢~我想到我又会有这种感觉~唉~又是突然的变个怪怪的~
好像没了一回事似的..我真的那么好欺负吗？好欺负到你可以假假吧这件事带过..其实有时候我做工回来我想跟你分享好多事情~可是你好像都会很忙酱..所以只好吐了这口气睡觉~那一晚听到你说要见我真的很开心.. 结果~虽然这是你没预料到的可是你怎么没告诉我一声的？
有好多事情我都不计较了怎么你还是这样~不是我要扮伟大只是我觉得其他女生要的一定比我多..或许当你遇到另一个女生你就变了，那我就没话说了..

冷冷清清

不要等到我不在乎了，你才发现我的存在，好吗？？
再累我也会撑下去..不会把你放弃..多希望你也是如此..

中秋节..

昨天他来槟城看他哥哥所以我们又有机会见面啦..我们一起去吃东西..当他送我回宿舍时突然好舍不得他哦..过几天他就要回KL了..又不懂要多久才能再见到他..这几天的我们都好幸福..真希望幸福的日子一直这样下去..可是我知道啦..回去kl，所有事情都会变了..所以从现在起要慢慢控制自己不再那么想他吧..
今天呢..在医院忙了一整天..唉..很不幸的又有病人去世了..今天是中秋节..他们应该开开心心的在家庆祝中秋可是他们不能..这次这位病人不同..上午我看到他时，其实他已经不能正常呼吸了..他们说其实他只是在等那最后一秒而已..他不能料的..但真的没想到今天就真的走了..上午我才跟他讲话可是过后就看着他被急救然后我吃完晚餐回来..他已经走了..阿公..您好好的走吧..我们帮他清洗得干干净净..再把他送回家去..在那一刻突然之间好想好想我的家人..忍住眼泪的希望啊公开开心心的上天堂..我们能做的只有这些..阿公！加油..!很不想再看到这样的画面..祝福他们都能健健康康的走出医院大门..不再回来了..

幸福的一天

难得的他的答应了陪我这一天..谢谢你..
虽然说最后也是有你的朋友可是我也觉得很开心了..至少我们有我们单独的时间..然后再加你朋友进来其实也不错的..只可惜没有拍很多照片咯..其实现在想想..我应该合照的..因为你有set头发才会喜欢让我拍嘛..哎呀!错过了..希望还有下次的set 头发吧..^^
只能说你还是我心中的帅哥.. xD

bye bye..........................

errrr..today should be a happy monday..but unfortunately..it doesn't a nice day for me...just get to used here but one of my best best best friend from here is going to leave this college..haiz..we r the gang..wihthout her...it wil become very sienz laaaa...anyway..just cried loudly and laughed 9696 wif her before she leave..but..really..it is sad!!
other than that..haiz..actually i am just pretending a laughing face..u dono..it seems like nothing to u..but for me..it is hurt.."seen 13.15","seen 13.29"..i still can rmb it..haiz..really dono how can u just left it like that..HURT!! i can understand u r worry about ur exam but i am also just asking about ur exam..and i try to gv u support..but it seems like no need!!it doesn't matter whether i support him or not!
well...relax man!!just study bah..never ever expect him will be nice anymore..

难关..

老实说..我真的再也不晓得该怎么处理这样的事..每一次事情的发生我都会告诉自己忍下来吧..可是你知道吗..当某件事情不断的重复..你就不懂要如何在一次一次的面对它..感觉就像..这次终于结束了但不知何时..它有会回来找你..
有时真的会累..我真的没有要求很多..为什么还是这样..我是女生..你懂吗..

"never let a girl sleep mad or sad" :(

现在的我只能不停的用读书来忘记这件事........希望最后可以安然的度过..